“Nostalgia is just a distraction for the shaman. Although it is a pleasant experience, it is something which draws him away from intent. It diverts his attention away from the task at hand.
Recapitulation is how the warrior recalls the past. And recapitulation cannot be done with a mood of attachment, nor infatuation, and certainly not through entanglement. Only by adopting a mood of detachment and sobriety is it possible. This means not longing for the past but being able to relive the situation sufficiently without emotion, to release the energy trapped there. Within the energetic field of the human being, energy becomes en-crushed on the surface of the luminous cocoon through the experiences we go through. Recapitulation has the effect of moving the assemblage point back to the same location it was when you went through the experience. With the sweeping breath, it is possible to redeploy this en-crushed energy to the vital organs of the body. What nostalgia amounts to is a personalising of the experience you are recalling and it serves no purpose to the warrior.”
~ Toltec Warrior
I am an impeccable warrior, accomplished dreamer, dare I say seer, standing on the edges of time. I was thrust nearly twenty year ago into the realm of the unseen, into the void, the vortex of mystery. This for me has been a journey of wonderment and exhilaration. It has been a struggle to know and to see and to live impeccably.
My spirit hovers, wanders through the nether world guided by the voice of my spirit guide ~ the nagual. I have dreamed fantastical dreams I have seen things indescribable in their intensity. I have arrived at a place of Silent Knowledge and Intent.
The Rule is what guides my life and the undeniable presence of my death (my advisor) which hovers just behind and always to my left. To see the ultimate goal of the warrior to burn with the fire from within and to gain total freedom. I am a warrior, a prowler, a hunter of power, a seeker, a stalker, a dreamer, a sorcerer, seer, shaman, healer and NAGUAL